fbpx

That moment I met my Son…

14h00 on a Monday afternoon – Monday the 21st September 2015. This was the time that was scheduled for my C-Section.  I’ve been at the hospital from 10am… patiently waiting in my room to go into theatre. The nurses kept on coming in to check up on me and prepare my body for that big moment…

“Today I have to embrace every moment and every pain because it’s going to be worth it in the end..” I thought to myself.

I rubbed my big belly for the last time, looked down and said: “Today, I get to meet you my son… No more hide and seek with mommy.”

That moment I met my son

Lying on a hard flat chair surrounded by doctors and nurses, clinging onto my husband’s hand waiting … waiting to hear my son cry for the first time.

I remember staring at a big bright light while machines beeped and doctors talked. Everyone was trying to distract me from what was happening, or rather what I pictured in my head that was happening. My lower body was numb but my emotions were not … Tears started rolling down my eyes and I had no idea why… Is it because I get to meet my son in a few minutes or because my upper body felt so cold and in pain?

My heart was racing, I was nauseous, the hairs on my hand were standing up and my mind went crazy with emotions. I felt the cold drip that fed through my veins every few minutes… Everything in the room felt cold except the touch of my husband.

This was the moment that I had waited 8 and half months for. It was a moment that I had dreamt about. I was eager to see this little man, this tiny little being who stole my heart even before meeting him.

Classical music was playing to help me relax. Then the doctor said: “Shan, I can see his head, your boy will be here in a few minutes.”  My heart filled with joy and I wished I could get up already and see what was happening. Instead I ended up closing my eyes trying to embrace the moment. Tears kept rolling down and I prayed.

A few minutes later everyone in the room became silent…I then heard the beautiful tune of a little boy’s cry which automatically filled the room with warmth. I wasn’t cold anymore! It was a cry that filled my heart with love and made me smile without even realizing it. I felt complete. That was my son’s cry!

KIaan

The doctor lifted him up and said: “He’s here”… At that moment all I wanted to do was grab him from the doctor and hold him tight but all I could do was wait… I kept hearing this beautiful cry which made me impatient.  I wanted to see my son again and this time I wasn’t going to let him go!

A few minutes later, the moment had arrived… The moment that I first met my son! That moment that I got to hold his hand and touch his face… Honestly there are not enough words in the dictionary that can describe the feeling. It felt magical; as if time had stopped just for me. Everything around me became indistinct.

That moment I met my son

I looked into his eyes and cried. He was perfect, it reminded me of the moment I met my daughter.

The moment I held him, I wanted to kiss him… I wanted to hug him but all I did was stare at him and whisper: “I love you”…  I never felt God’s love any stronger than that day, it was truly a magical moment. He was a gift that I could embrace from God and this the reason I had to name him Kiaan – Grace of God.

This post was inspired by a lullaby: The Moment I Saw You by Nicolette Larson.

The moment I saw you
I wanted to hold you.
And keep you warm
on a cold gray morn.
The moment I held you
I wanted to kiss you.
And welcome you here
on the day you were born

Facebook Comments
Pin19
WhatsApp
Share
Tweet
Share1K
1K Shares

Hi, I'm Shan. I'm an entrepreneur and a sucker for good adventures. I was listed in Forbes Africa 30 under 30 2019 and just recently launched my start-up – MomSays.

40 comments

  3. I can remember when I had all 3 of my kids. I had 1 natural birth and 2 c-sections. I remember the cold too, but hearing baby cry is the best!

    Reply
  7. Pingback: September Roundup and Linky - South African Mom Blogs
  8. Pingback: To the Mom with a Newborn - You, Baby and I

  9. Such a beautifull post, tears of joy . Your make me think of my moments with both my boys .Unforgettable moment 🙂

    Reply

  24. Metal recycling procurement Aluminium scrap export Aluminium scrap yard management
    Scrap metal yard operations, Recycling facilities for aluminum cables, Scrap metal salvage depot

    Reply

  30. Copper scrap commerce Mining has been a crucial part of human civilization for over 70 centuries. The earliest evidence of mining can be traced back to 4000 BCE, when the ancient Egyptians mined copper for tools and weapons. Over time, mining evolved to extract minerals like gold, silver, coal, and iron, which were used to fuel industries and power economies. Throughout history, mining has shaped the world we live in. From the Gold Rush that brought settlers to California in the 19th century, to the coal mines that powered the Industrial Revolution, mining has been a driving force behind innovation, progress, and economic growth. However, mining has also had its share of environmental and social impacts. Mining can pollute water sources, damage ecosystems, and displace communities. In recent decades, efforts have been made to improve the sustainability of mining through technologies like cleaner production and responsible mining practices. Today, the mining industry continues to play a critical role in supplying the raw materials needed for modern society. From the rare earth metals used in electronics to the lithium needed for renewable energy batteries, mining remains essential to the functioning of our global economy Scrap metal recovery and recycling yard Scrap copper yard Reception of Copper scrap Scrap copper inspection Copper scrap storage Metal scrap reclamation solutions

    Reply

  31. Copper acetate scrap purchase Cyprus is an island located in the eastern Mediterranean Sea, known as the Island of Copper. Its name is derived from the Greek word “ОљПЌПЂПЃОїП‚” (KГЅpros), which means copper, as the island has been famous for its copper mines since ancient times. Historically, Cyprus has been inhabited by various civilizations, including the Greeks, Romans, Ottomans, and British. The island’s strategic location made it a valuable asset for trade and territorial expansion. Today, the Republic of Cyprus is a member of the European Union and the United Nations, and its capital is Nicosia. Cyprus is renowned for its beautiful beaches, crystal clear waters, and warm climate, attracting millions of tourists each year. Its rich cultural heritage is evident in its numerous ancient ruins, medieval castles, and charming villages. The country is also famous for its delicious Mediterranean cuisine, featuring fresh seafood, grilled meats, and local cheeses and wines. The island’s copper mines have been its main source of wealth and industry for centuries, and copper is still a significant export for Cyprus today. In addition, the country is also a leading producer of citrus fruits, olives, and wine. Despite its small size, Cyprus has a vibrant and diverse economy and society, with a population of approximately 1.2 million people. The country’s official languages are Greek and Turkish, reflecting the island’s cultural and ethnic diversity Metal sorting Industrial copper reuse Copper slab scrap procurement Copper scrap inventory forecasting Copper scrap weighing Scrap metal reclaiming

    Reply

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *